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New Year New Glow

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New Year New Glow

HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL! A new glow for all of us. Saturn is in Capricorn, and New York is going through a wild winter. Quite the powerful time. 

I spent the last of my year with my family and friends, and then spent most of the first week by myself. I took a two week vacation from my job, and spent one half with family, and kept another all for myself. I'm forever dreaming of creative retreats, and I thought this would be the perfect time for that. But you know, life is humorous, and my apartment is very cold, and my plans didn't go as I thought. Turns out that more than making, what I needed was to really step back and remind myself why I'd event want to make. I have so many goals, and they involve time and effort and sweat, and why am I going so hard again? And how exactly do I plan to do all this?

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it got rough, but here we are

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it got rough, but here we are

my favorite thing is feeling that i’m being deliberate about my ish. but i keep noticing how much of my mindspace goes to what i dont want. and i sorta made this deal with myself that id really, really like to not recycle the same mothereffin goals for 2018. just cause id like to make space in my mind/energy for new things. and this longing for the same things, i’m not really about it right now. i’ve definitely expanded this year, but in some areas i feel stagnant, which is the one of the quickest ways to send me into spiral of anxiety and disconnectedness.  

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